Blog & Indiecember Update

It’s been over a month since I revived this blog so I added the usual blog pages that I’ve been missing, which are:

These pages are pretty straightforward. The Contact Me page contains a contact form, and I’ve written a few things about myself in the About Me page. If you feel like contacting me for some reason, or want to know a bit about me, you can check out these pages.

Indiecember

I wrote about Indiecember in my Indiecember Reading Challenge blog post, and I’m happy to report that I have read and reviewed three of the four books I mentioned. Here they are below with my Amazon reviews:

The Savior’s Champion by Jenna Moreci

IMG_5965I would highly recommend this book to adults who love action, twists, and steamy romance. It’s a thrilling roller-coaster ride full of intriguing characters, including a baddie you’d love to hate (Kaleo fan over here). Speaking of love and hate, I had a love-and-hate relationship with the main character Tobias almost the whole time, but still rooted for him all the way. (If only he’d be less whiny.) He is definitely a complex character, but his counterpart Leila is even more so. Leila is a capable but troubled heroine that I enjoyed reading every time she’s on the page. She is that character where the more you know about her, the more questions you end up having! The circumstances of Leila and Tobias’ coupledom plays on your emotions on top of the ride your emotions are getting from the twists and turns you encounter in the story. The fantasy elements are minimal but well-utilized, though I still wished there was more world-building. The amount of profanity can also be a bit distracting sometimes. Overall, I definitely enjoyed reading and rereading this book, and I’m eagerly awaiting the sequel.

* I had to delete and rewrite this review because I initially put it on the wrong version (paperback or hardcover) and so it didn’t have the “Verified Purchase” remark there. This was my first ever review on Amazon.

UnEnchanted by Chanda Hahn

IMG_5990I read this book with low expectations, knowing I’m not the type to care about a character who seems like the typical insecure teenager pining for the hot jock. But the fairy tale concept and the twist on it was intriguing to me, and it’s definitely not typical. So I read this book with the understanding that I’m not the target audience. I was pleasantly surprised and was not bored at all when reading this book. I actually cared for the main character and interested to read the next installment. Mina turned out to be a character that I wouldn’t mind following to her next journey, along with Jared, and the Grimoire. The villain is also something I didn’t quite expect and I’m curious what it has in store for Mina next. I love that the negative side of fairy tales are emphasized here, rather than the usual princess-gets-the-prince contemporary retellings. It is definitely more the Grimm’s Fairy Tales than the Disney ones. However, there were parts where I felt could have been done better. It’s not a perfect book, but it’s not a long one either, and great for pleasantly passing time. But if you love fairy tales retold in a contemporary setting, this book is definitely a must-read.

She’s Not Here by Mandi Lynn

IMG_6128I did not expect this book to be that of quiet suspense, especially from the cover. But I have been reading two eventful stories back to back and for me this was a welcome change of pace. In my ebook version, I found several misspellings and formatting issues, which I hope the paperback doesn’t have. I also realized, after reading the book, that I have no idea what the characters look like. Maybe I missed their descriptions or maybe it didn’t matter to me, but I managed to enjoy the book despite all of that. This story takes place almost entirely in a hospital and that already makes things uneasy. Add to that the tragic circumstances that surrounded Sam and her family, which pulls on the heartstrings. Sam’s interactions with Pup was quite cute and disturbing at the same time. I wish we’d had more background on Sam’s teenage life to get a bigger impact on what she had lost after what Willow did to her. I fully sensed Willow’s desperation but did not sympathize with her selfish goals until the end when I felt so bad for her. I completely sympathized with Randy, who was stuck in an impossible situation, except at the end where I felt he should have been less selfless. Overall, I respected this book and appreciated the message I felt the author was trying to convey. I’m glad I picked up this book.

I shared my thoughts on The Savior’s Champion in this post, but aside from the Amazon reviews, I’m not sure yet if I will be blogging about UnEnchanted and She’s Not Here. I feel like there’s not much to expound on what I wrote in my Amazon reviews for these books, but we’ll see.

So right now, my Indiecember board looks like this:

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I will be starting the fourth book tonight. I’ve also decided on the book that will be a gift. But I’ll leave that for my next update. So, that’s all for now :)

More Indie Books I found in my Kindle

I came across the Indiecember Reading Challenge by Megan Tennant and planned the books I’ll be reading and reviewing for the challenge. I blogged about it here. I bought three of those books, although one of them was free. Then I bought another one, suggested by the author herself, and I thought it seemed interesting. I started thinking more and more about indie/self-published books and looked through my Kindle app, wondering if I had any more. As it turns out, I actually had a few more.

I am actually trying to make a rule for myself to not buy more books unless I have read the books I have already bought. As it stands, I have sixteen unread books, and three books that I’m currently in the middle of. Eight of those books were written by indie authors, plus three books that I’ve already read. That means I have with me eleven indie books. (By the way, is Eragon/Inheritance Cycle still considered indie?)

I am planning to read/reread these eleven books this December, regardless of whether they cross out any of the remaining squares in the Indiecember challenge. I might as well review them in Amazon (and Goodreads?) too, because indie authors need them.

Without further ado, here is my December TBR, in no particular order (links are Kindle ebooks):

It’s Killing Jerry by Sharn Hutton, Echo: Approaching Shatter by Kent Wayne, The Confectioner’s Guild by Claire Luana, The Lone And Level Sands by Emerson Grey, Aletheia by Megan Tennant, She’s Not Here by Mandi Lynn,  Eve: The Awakening by Jenna Moreci, Firestone Key by Caroline Noe, The Savior’s Champion again by Jenna Moreci, UnEnchanted by by Chanda Hahn, and The Elysian Prophecy by Vivien Reis.

Here’s a photo of these books in my old – but still alive! – iPad:

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Four of the above are already in my Indiecember list, we’ll see if I’m able to cross out other squares from the other books once I’ve read them. I hope I can read (and review) all of them within December. Wish me luck!

Oh my, what random questions!

I found these questions from The Haunted Wordsmith’s blog. The post is called “A Few Nighttime Questions” but I live in Singapore so I read these questions in the daytime! But it’s fun to answer them because they seem so random, so here goes:

  1. What is your favorite nighttime snack?
    • lately, gummy bears and mini cream puffs
  2. Porky Pig or Miss Piggy?
    • Porky Pig looks cuter to me
  3. If you were Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz, would you have made it to the Emerald City?
    • no, mostly because I have no sense of direction 
  4. If you decorate a tree for Christmas, what kind of ornaments do you prefer?
    • black or white or silver or gray ones… yeah this tree would be boring! I have minimalistic tendencies
  5. If you were to kill someone (and get away with it), how would you kill them?
    • hanging always seemed poetic to me, probably due to its associations with suicide…
  6. If you could hitch a ride in the Tardis, where/when would you go?
    • I just want to go to Japan – any time would be fine! ninjas and samurais or yesterday hahaha
  7. What is the oddest dream you have ever had?
    • ooh, so many odd dreams… I guess dreams where you’re dreaming within a dream within a dream are the ones that I remember
  8. Do you believe in the monster in the closet?
    • one time, I thought there was a large rat in my closet…
  9. Have you ever played strip poker (or another strip game)?
    • nope
  10. How long can you let a wrapped gift go before you open it?
    • forever… but my sisters will probably open them for me!
  11. You have to buy a book for another blogger, what do you buy and who for?
    • probably for absolute0 and it would probably be an art or poetry book
  12. What was the last book you disliked and why?
    • Crazy Rich Asians because I feel like I may not be the target audience for it… 
  13. Is there a song that gets stuck in your head every time you hear it?
    • lately, it would have to be Bohemian Rhapsody
  14. What is your favorite thing to buy at a movie theater concession stand?
    • truffle fries if I’m at one of the more high end cinemas
  15. Did Grandma get run over by the reindeer?
    • there are no reindeers where my grandma is so she’s safe for now hahaha!

My thanks to The Haunted Wordsmith for these questions :)

Indiecember Reading Challenge

IMG_5920After completing NaNoWriMo in November, I am now looking for a December challenge! So I’ve come across the Indiecember Reading Challenge by Megan Tennant and I’ve decided to participate! This will be my first time doing reviews in Amazon as well.

I really want to start reading a lot of books from now on as my book reading kind of dwindled in the past several years due to work and other things. So I think this is a great idea to get the ball rolling, and to support indie authors as well.

Before I begin, here is the Indiecember Reading Challenge:

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For more info: https://www.megantennant.com/indiecember

I really want to try flush style and discover all sorts of books, but I feel that may be unrealistic for me so I’ve come up with a much more doable list (links are Kindle versions) :

The Savior’s Champion by Jenna Moreci

51lsmxtzmelTobias Kaya doesn’t care about The Savior. He doesn’t care that She’s the Ruler of the realm or that She purified the land, and he certainly doesn’t care that She’s of age to be married. But when competing for Her hand proves to be his last chance to save his family, he’s forced to make The Savior his priority.

Now Tobias is thrown into the Sovereign’s Tournament with nineteen other men, and each of them is fighting—and killing—for the chance to rule at The Savior’s side. Instantly his world is plagued with violence, treachery, and manipulation, revealing the hidden ugliness of his proud realm. And when his circumstances seem especially dire, he stumbles into an unexpected romance, one that opens him up to unimaginable dangers and darkness.

Trigger warning: this novel contains graphic violence, adult language, and sexual situations.

UnEnchanted by Chanda Hahn

41829mlrymlMina Grime is unlucky, unpopular and uncoordinated; until she saves her crush’s life on a field trip, changing her High School status from loser to hero overnight. But with her new found fame brings misfortune in the form of an old family curse come to light. For Mina is descended from the Brothers Grimm and has inherited all of their unfinished fairy tale business. Which includes trying to outwit a powerful Story from making her it’s next fairytale victim.

To break the fairy tale curse on her family and make these deadly occurrences stop, Mina must finish the tales until the very Grimm end.

She’s Not Here by Mandi Lynn

41nndg4adtlWillow watched her father diminish in front of her as Alzheimer’s pulled him further away each day. When a fire creates the perfect disaster, Willow’s desperation to find a cure to the disease causes her to change Samantha Ellison’s life forever.

Treated as an experiment, Willow injects Samantha with a serum that mimics Alzheimer’s and deteriorates her brain. With Sam’s mental capacity declining at an alarming rate, it won’t be long until people start looking for answers. With Willow’s husband as the doctor, it’s only a matter of time before he uncovers the truth. The only question is whether he discovers Willow’s secrets in time to save the innocent life at stake.

Aletheia by Megan Tennant

51ow2rbqeklNearly two decades after the fall, the transcendent city of Iris is the only place rumored to have a cure to the disease that decimated the world. Beyond Iris, are the remnants of the old world, crawling with the Depraved. Infected with Lethe, they no longer remember the people or dreams they were once willing to fight for, and are left instead with familiar voices that whisper dark and unfamiliar words within their minds. Instinct is all that keeps the diseased struggling to exist another day.

Deep underground, below Iris, exists a compound, prison to the Nameless who traded their freedom for the cure to Lethe. It is here that 736 fights to protect those she loves. Not against the Depraved that she’s taught to fear, but against the society that saved her from that fate. She was willing to trade away her rights to regain the ability to form memories, but she won’t let the cult that cured her treat the lives of the Nameless like a resource to be used and discarded. At least, not without a fight.

How much is 736 willing to sacrifice for revenge against her captors? For those she cares about? For freedom? Everything has a cost, what would you be willing to pay?

With these, plus gifting an indie book – I haven’t decided which one yet – I can cross the board this way:

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And if I can still do the flush, I’d have these spaces already filled with the above books, if I’m not wrong:

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I will be be blogging my thoughts on these books as well. First one up will be The Savior’s Champion because I’ve already read it right before NaNoWriMo. I’m not sure when I will post it, but it will definitely be in December. (I enjoyed the book, by the way.)

Anyone else participating in Indiecember? What indie books will you be reading?

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Day 30 for a NaNoWinner!

NaNo-2018-Winner-BadgeAfter validating my draft into the NaNoWriMo word-count validator (more than once, actually), I have officially accomplished 50,886 words. I am nowhere near completion of this project, not even halfway, but I have reached the 50,000 mark two days ago, and still continued updating my word count after that. This was an incredible experience and one I’m willing to repeat next year.

With that said, I have the following advice to myself:

  1. OUTLINE. Having an outline was very helpful for me, and so I should do the same prior to next year’s NaNoWriMo (this is probably what “Preptober” is for). I definitely still go off-tangent from time to time, but an outline is not set in stone… or it keeps me focus. Next year, I have to be more detailed with my outline than the one I have this year, like from which perspective or point of view will I be writing each chapter.
  2. Prepare CHARACTERS. Prior to NaNoWriMo, I had a list of characters and which kingdom they belong to along with a quick description. But that’s it. Having to think of a more detailed description for these characters, and even their personality, takes some time and kind of distracts me from the story situation I’m writing. If I had these prior to NaNoWriMo, my writing process would have been much smoother. (To be fair, I knew this beforehand but didn’t have time, as I learned about NaNoWriMo late October already, and I prioritised the outline.)
  3. Prepare SOUNDTRACK. I didn’t have one. I just sometimes played the Skyrim theme on repeat, and that one had words. I need to prepare instrumental music.
  4. SKIP chapters. Earlier during NaNoWriMo, I didn’t do this. When I come to a chapter that I particularly didn’t like doing, or didn’t know yet how to execute, I end up getting easily distracted. If I had thought of actually skipping that chapter and write for one I’m more interested in, I would have spent less time procrastinating. Because I have an outline now, the story can still end up connected when I do finally write that empty chapter.
  5. Use SCRIVENER. I doubt this will be an issue in the future, since I’m planning to purchase Scrivener soon. I’ve copied my project onto Word documents to save on my trial period in the middle of November. I’m back to using Scrivener now since I still have a few days of trial left, and will be purchasing it on December 1 or 2.
  6. DON’T EDIT. I’ve struggled with this and I bet I’ll still struggle with this in the future. (But I swear I was getting better at it towards the end.)
  7. Prepare mini REWARDS. I’m thinking I’d be more motivated if I give myself a reward for every 2,000 words put in. Like, give myself a small pack of gummy bears for every 2k increment, and prohibit myself from eating gummy bears aside from that.

Now that NaNoWriMo is done, I am in the process of editing what I have so far. And here is what I’ve found:

  • Story. Most of it I’m not happy with, but can be improved on. About a quarter of it I will scrap and replace with new ideas. A part of the main outline will have to change.
  • Characters. Some side characters have become more interesting than some main characters. Some characters who are not supposed to interact at this stage are interacting and seem to be getting along when they’re not supposed to. I may need to make more changes to the outline because of this. But for now, we’ll see.
  • Lore/Backstory. I’ve somehow come up with more, but I feel it will enhance the story. Or it will add more boring info dumping. This definitely needs review.
  • Magic. When a sorcerer doesn’t use sorcery in a situation where he should, it should be explained. (Or fixed.)
  • Action. Some action scenes need to be expanded.
  • Romance. Any romantic aspect in this thing is completely lacklustre. I need to improve on this. My sisters like romance and I want them to enjoy my story someday. I don’t want them to have to endure lousy romance.
  • Title. I may need to change the title from “The Moonseeker’s Medallion” to something else.

All of the above are totally understandable for a first draft, so I’m not so frustrated about them. It just means I’m in the process of polishing a rough piece.

I am currently looking for books on the craft of writing. If you have any recommendations, please let me know in the comments.

For everyone who accomplished 50,000 words or more, CONGRATULATIONS to us!!!

 

Day 25 of NaNoWriMo — Almost there!

nanowrimoingToday is a busy day because my sisters are coming over to Singapore! I have also left my job and will be taking a break from work for the meantime. I’ve really needed a break for a long time and I’m finally taking it. Next year, I will be stepping into the unknown world of job hunting and interviews, but for now and the remaining days of this year, I am FREE!!!

My NaNoWriMo story is progressing quite slowly, despite the growing number of words. It will definitely need some heavy developmental editing 😬 (among other types of editing). I have jumped from chapter to chapter just so I could write the stuff that I felt like writing in the moment. I should have done this in the beginning. It definitely helped me with putting more and more words especially in a slump!

As of this writing I’m at 43,014 words and closer and closer to “winning”! So good luck to me and all writers out there! We’re almost DONE!

Day 20 of NaNoWriMo: Recovery!

laptopandninjamugThis NaNoWriMo update will be quick! I have recovered to 35,073 words as of this writing. Focus and a surge of positivity really helped a lot! My draft is nowhere near completion, though, or even the middle, but I’ve already come to expect that.

I have also set my calendar to attend a regional NaNoWriMo event, which I’m looking forward to. I have never been to any Write-Ins (yet?) so it would be nice to see what a gathering with a bunch of writers would look like nowadays hahaha!

I have also written my first review in this blog, which is of new Fantastic Beasts movie, The Crimes of Grindelwald. It was not well-received by critics and a lot of fans, but I’m glad I’m one of those few who managed to enjoy it, despite not really being a fan of the two main characters Newt Scamander and Tina Goldstein. I think the visuals helped a lot. I genuinely was blown away and interested to learn more! Screenwriting may not be working so well for J. K. Rowling, as it feels like she’s trying to do too much in a limited time. But I’m hoping against hope she’ll write a book about this, especially expanding on Dumbledore and Grindelwald. There are no budgets and time limits for books, or at least not like the movies (and their screenplays).

My original plan was to update every 5 days, but I missed Day 10. Hopefully, I’ll be updating for Day 25 :)

Guilty Reader Book Tag

bookandstuffI wanted to post something non-NaNoWriMo-related and decided to go for this tag, which I saw from pensitivity101, who got it from The Haunted Wordsmith, who picked it up from Cole Campfire Blog, who mentioned The Discerning Couch Potato, who credited Kristin Kraves Books, who was tagged by Orange Owl Diaries… and that’s all I got.

Anyway, here goes…

 

1. Have you ever re-gifted a book that you’ve been gifted?

Not really.

But I do know someone who claimed my gift for someone else, and she replaced it with a slightly used book that was a gift to her. I had asked her to do the gift-wrapping, and she liked one of the gifts, so she asked if she could have it. I allowed it as long as she replace it with something else. To my amusement, she saw the book in the room (her room), just took it, and wrapped it.

 

2. Have you ever claimed to have read a book when you haven’t?

I’m almost pretty sure that I have, especially for school, but I don’t remember a specific book.

I vaguely remember we were supposed to read around five of Shakespeare’s works, and I only read, like, three. OR we were assigned one of the five plays the teacher listed and I read three anyway. I remember being in the group assigned to Romeo & Juliet, which wasn’t very exciting because everybody knows that story already. So I read more. But I think we were still supposed to read all those five plays for an exam… I think.

 

3. Have you ever borrowed a book and not returned it?

Yes! I borrowed a Pugad Baboy book from a friend but never returned it.

Pugad Baboy is a Filipino comic strip usually in newspapers that has political satire elements to it. This book is a compilation of these comic strips.

I don’t know where it is now, probably still in Cebu, and I forgot who I borrowed it from except that it was a classmate from college.

 

4. Have you ever read a series out of order?

I used to read Nancy Drew, Hardy Boys, Sweet Valley, and the like, when I was a kid. I don’t know if this counts, though, because each book has a different mystery or story that is resolved within that book. I’m pretty sure I read them out of order.

 

5. Have you ever spoiled a book for someone?

Yes, usually because they ask for it. I have friends who watch Game of Thrones but haven’t read the books. Sometimes they want to know what happens.

 

6. Have you ever skipped a chapter or a section of a book?

Yes. Usually, when I skip a chapter it’s because it’s boring or I don’t care and I just wanted to get on with the story.

This is true for Crazy Rich Asians by Kevin Kwan, which I read recently. I really did not enjoy the book and I think I am not the target audience for it. I think I enjoyed reading the footnotes more than the actual story. But, I’m happy to say, the movie was enjoyable. I guess this is a case where I prefer the story told in a visual medium than a written one. In the book, I felt no attachments to Rachel Chu or anyone (in fairness, maybe I would have if I hadn’t skipped sections). In the film, Constance Wu, the actress portraying Rachel Chu, was charming and charismatic and I enjoyed watching her. The same goes for Michelle Yeoh and Awkwafina. Henry Golding was not bad to look at, either.

 

7. Have you ever bad-mouthed a book you actually liked?

Yes. Lord of the Rings! The first thing I used to tell people about these books was that they’re boring! This is another case where the movies were the more enjoyable medium for me. But interestingly, I never skipped a chapter or section. I just felt like the author really made so much effort that I owe it to him to trudge along. I actually loved these books as a whole, and the epic story and characters captivated me. But honestly, I will still say that the books are “boring” and I will recommend the movies instead – well, except maybe to someone who is the type who loves to read paragraphs and paragraphs of world-building.

 

Verdict: GUILTY!

I am so sorry to J. R. R. Tolkien, Kevin Kwan, and the classmate who used to have a Pugad Baboy book!

(I would like to tag absolute0 on this.)

Day 15 of NaNoWriMo and my many distractions

IMG_5708I am officially behind in my NaNoWriMo word count. As of this writing, it stands at 21,761 words when it should be 25,000. However, I still think I can reach 50,000 words on time, if not earlier, so I’m not that frustrated about it (yet). My concern, however, is with regards to the progression of my story. I am still in Chapter 4. My outline calls for 45 chapters. I am now more and more certain that my story will have way beyond 50,000 words, and that my first draft will not be finished by the end of November. At this rate, I’d probably only have written 10 chapters by then.

I have temporarily stopped using Scrivener and have switched to Microsoft Word for the meantime. I learned about Scrivener from YouTube/AuthorTube and downloaded a trial version when I decided to join NaNoWriMo and actually write a novel. I realized recently that it was almost the end of my trial period, but also that one of the perks of “winning” NaNoWriMo is a Scrivener discount. So I decided to wait and copied all the relevant stuff into Word documents for the meantime. As I type this, I realize I could have used Pages since I’m on MacOS (my personal laptop is a MacBook Pro). I guess Word just instantly came to mind because I use it for work too, for reports and such.

LinzMunro commented on my previous post about name generators. I did not know there was such a thing, but now I do! Thank you LinzMunro! It was easy to find a fantasy name generator… like a site called fantasynamegenerators.com. Anyway, as a result of this discovery, instead of just generating names for the insignificant characters that show up as I write, I am now planning to change a lot of names, including place names.

There are many distractions since my last update that have led to my low word count. The very main one is the frustrations I have because of work. I often come home frustrated and depressed and not in any mood at all to focus on my story. So I end up doing other things…

The first distraction I will mention is: Bodyguard. I have completed the entire season on Netflix. I may talk about it more in a separate blog post (a review maybe?) but the gist of it is I love it and I highly recommend it!

Another distraction is the second season of The Sinner. It’s not bad, but I enjoyed the first season more, the one with Jessica Biel. I really like these types of crime stories so I will definitely watch a third season if there is one.

I also watched Outlaw King, a movie in Netflix. I love Chris Pine and his performance in this, but I can’t help thinking… why not Richard Madden? Isn’t he Scottish? But I guess having him in that role will only remind everyone of Robb Stark and Game of Thrones. Also, as you know, I just recently watched Bodyguard so Richard Madden is fresh in my mind.

Another thing that I did that distracted me from writing is my Goodreads library. I have now organized it such that it will only show the books that are in my Kindle app. I realize that I have a lot of books that I bought that I have not read (actually this was also true when I was still reading on paperback) and I have decided that from now on, I am not going to buy any other book until I have read all the unread books on my Kindle (not including language learning books). The books in my to-read shelf are the books I have bought but not read. I created a new shelf called “wishlist” for the books I want to read in the future, but have not bought yet. But you know, as I type this, I am still doubting myself. It’s soo easy to buy ebooks! You don’t actually need to make the effort of going to a bookstore! I need to make up for all those years I haven’t touched a novel and only read manga! (Manga refers to Japanese comics.) There are popular fantasy books that I am interested in but haven’t read.

So… because I was organizing my Goodreads library (there’s actually not much), I ended up finishing the books that I have started reading but haven’t finished. Therefore, more distractions! I actually managed to finish the non-fiction ones, namely: Born A Crime by Trevor Noah, The Selfish Gene by Richard Dawkins, Accessory to War and Astrophysics for People in a Hurry by Neil deGrasse Tyson. Next month or early next year, I’ll probably write a quick review of all the books I’ve read in 2018 including these four.

I am now down to two unfinished books, which I have told myself not to finish in November. There’s The World of Ice and Fire, which is fiction but reads like a history book, and Inheritance by Christopher Paolini. I actually got the complete collection of the Inheritance Cycle in Kindle, but I read the first three books a long long time ago in paperback and hardcover (I bought Brisingr in hardcover because I couldn’t wait). I am still trying to decide if I should reread the first three books first before proceeding with Inheritance.

Lastly, I have recently received the mood board from my events stylist via my wedding planner. I am getting married next year in Cebu so my wedding planner is keeping me up to date and asking about decisions. I don’t know if I consider this a distraction, though, because it actually relates to an important life event. I will not go into details, and I might write a blog about my wedding in the future, but for now I will say that I’m happy with everything so far.

That’s it for my current update. I hope for better news in my next one.

Update: I forgot to include links to the stuff I mentioned. Fixed!

Day 5 of NaNoWriMo

IMG_5679This will be my first update on my NaNoWriMo progress. I am at 9,587 words, which is not bad in general. I really wasted the weekend, though, having made no significant progress at that time. I did have some responsibilities during the weekend, and did do some writing, but not for my NaNoWriMo story. Grr. I somehow was able to write another poem about certain frustrations. I think I’m gonna hold back on posting that one publicly. I also managed to complete “The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina” on Netflix. Definitely procrastination.

My Weaknesses. My being a pantser is getting the better of me. My compulsion to edit my work also. Within the five days of NaNoWriMo, I have finished the first draft of… two chapters. Two. Considering that I already had an outline, I felt that I could do, maybe five? One for each day? It makes sense to me. I kind of did that for day one and day two, but somehow I spent day three and so on editing those two chapters and somehow adding more and more stuff… and now I have longer chapters. I have not been listening to my own advice.

Naming Characters. Because my story takes place in a made up world, it would feel out of place if characters get real-world names. So now, as I add more non-significant characters, I had to come up with names for them. At some point I’m gonna have to review those names because I basically just mix letters together out of sheer laziness. I named one character Redwent (is this a real-world name, by any chance?) but somehow named him Derwent in others places. So now, I’m confused which one to use because I’m not particularly fond of either. Eventually, I went with Redwent because there was a can of Coke in front of me at that time and it was red. Then there are characters I started to come up with backstories on, and I just had to stop myself there. I reminded myself that it’s not part of the plan.

Gummy Bears. So I found out that gummy bears are actually perfect writing companions. And by “companion” I mean stuff I put in my mouth while typing away on my laptop. Gummy bears are yummy bears ^_^

Deepavali. Thankfully, tomorrow is a holiday. Singapore celebrates Deepavali tomorrow, Nov 6. What is Deepavali? Deepavali is the annual Hindu celebration of the triumph of light over darkness. I can use this extra free time to catch up on my writing. And to Hindus out there who might be reading this, Happy Deepavali!

That’s it for my update, thank you for reading.

Ready for NaNoWriMo!

finishedoutlineI have completed my outline for my NaNoWriMo story, which is a feat coming from a (former?) pantser! Basically, I divided my novel in three parts, each with several chapters, and wrote little synopses of each of those parts, as well as each of those chapters, just to get an idea of what I want to write about for that section. There’s still a lot of work that needs to be done for this story, such as descriptions of the settings and the characters. I only have vague ideas for both, and will definitely be doing research on them, but that will have to come after NaNoWriMo. For now, I will just focus first on writing the events of the story and the personalities of the characters rather than what they look like. Even though I’m not as prepared as I should be, I’m glad I prioritized outlining and somehow completed it. Good job, me!

After reading a bunch of NaNoWriMo tips as well as how other people prepare for NaNoWriMo (thank you, bloggers!) the biggest advice I must give myself, knowing myself, is:

DON’T EDIT. DO THAT AFTER NANOWRIMO. AFTER.

This is because, for some reason, I actually enjoy editing my work. I don’t even know if I’m good at it, I just somehow like doing it. Argh.

I hope to achieve 50,000 words or almost 50,000 words by the 25th which is when my sisters are coming to visit me here in Singapore. Hahaha! More likely, by the 30th, they’ll be making me coffee while I type away furiously on my laptop.

Currently, my manuscript has 4,200 words. This includes bits of rough drafts of a few random chapters, including the prologue and epilogue. I will not include this count for NaNoWriMo. Well, that goes without saying.

I have also come up with planning targets for next year’s NaNoWriMo, which is to: (1) outline, (2) prepare settings, (3) prepare characters, (4) create a Pinterest board, and (5) create a playlist. I have only done #1 this year, but I’ll be more prepared next year!

I will be blogging my progress regularly, at least once a week (mostly for my own sake).

Ghost stories

cutesy creepy voodoo witchyIt’s Halloween!

I personally do not believe in ghosts. I do believe that our minds can play tricks on us. But I still have stories of ghostly-ish encounters anyway, so why not share them on Halloween? ;)

Aside from my own experience, the others were recounted to me verbally maybe ten or more years ago. So all these I’m recalling from memory and cannot guarantee all the details are correct.

I will start with my own experience.

It was already around 4 A.M. when we finished our work on site. It was still dark out and my colleagues have decided to take a cigarette break before heading home. I felt nature calling so I decided to go to the restroom.

The lights were off, but understandably so. There were only very few night shift staff around, as well as security personnel, and most of them were male. So I went ahead and turned on the lights.

To my surprise, there was a woman standing there near the corner. She looked as startled as I was so I apologised. She said, “It’s okay.” After a hard night’s work, my brain was mostly in zombie-mode, so it didn’t really register with me until much later that there’s something weird with this picture. What was she doing there with the lights off?

I went into a cubicle and did my business. Then went to wash my hands on the sink. The woman was still there but she wasn’t doing anything at all, except standing there.

As I was about to leave, walking towards the door, I saw the light switch. I turned to the woman to ask if she wanted the lights off like it was initially.

To my surprise, she was not there anymore. I looked around and all the cubicle doors were open. I couldn’t see her anywhere. So I turned off the lights and left.

Only later when I arrived home did I realise how creepy that really was. Even if she wasn’t a ghost, that was still kind of creepy. 

I may be a skeptic with the supernatural, but a lot of my relatives aren’t, including my mom. Here is a story she has told us of when she and my aunt were still young girls visiting their grandfather who lives in a hut in or near the forest. Their mother and aunt were also with them at the time.

It was early in the morning and they had ventured out into the woods wearing their clothes inside out because their grandfather had said it will prevent them from getting lost. Their grandfather also told them not be too loud or it will disturb the spirits, warning them there are spirits in the forest who leads children astray. 

But at the spot they were playing at, their voices produce echoes. Being kids, they enjoyed shouting out names and hearing the echoes. So they shouted out their mother’s name, their grandfather’s name, their aunt’s name, and each other’s names while running around.

They saw their aunt nearby beckoning them so they followed her. She led them through the forest, always walking ahead of them. When the path they were going through was turning dark and shadowy, they got scared and called for her to stop. But she didn’t stop or turn around, she just kept walking. 

They stopped following and was able to find their way back to the place where they were initially playing. Somewhere around there they saw their aunt conversing with their mother and grandfather. 

They went to her and asked her why she didn’t stop and kept going through the dark scary path. But she said she never went anywhere, she was just there talking with their mother and grandfather the whole time.

The next ones are a series of stories relayed to me by a friend of mine who, at that time, lived in an old house with extended family.

My friend’s neighbour would sometimes be surprised to see her when she gets back from school or work because the neighbour saw a woman with long hair combing her hair by the window of their house, and she thought it was my friend.

She lives with her mother and cousins and none of them would look like that woman. And when she goes into the room where the window was, there was no woman there.

Here is another one:

Sometimes brownouts (no electricity) would occur in the area and her mother had made a rule on what to do during times like these, which is to gather at the living room of the house. So if a brownout occurs, and you’re not in the living room, then you better go to the living room. There they will light candles and just talk and whatever until the electricity comes back.

One such time there was a brownout while her mother was upstairs. So she started calling for everyone to go to the living room, waving her arms about. She felt a boy’s head and told the boy to go to the living room. 

When she herself got to the living room, she eventually found out that everyone had been gathered there even before the brownout, and none of them were upstairs with her at that time.

And here is the last of this series:

One time, my friend was in the office (with me actually) doing overtime. She later called home and told her mother that she will be coming home soon.

Her mother was surprised that she was actually still in the office. Because she was in the bedroom with her nephew when they heard outside the bedroom door someone singing Happy Birthday. It was her nephew’s birthday just recently, though not that day.

They thought it was her. When they opened the door, no one was there but they thought she had just left and went back to her room.

So then when she called them from the office, they realised it wasn’t her after all. 

This very last story was told to me late at night while visiting a friend in the hospital.

Two men were in a lift in the hospital. When the lift opened its doors at a certain floor, there was a young girl wearing a hospital gown about the enter the lift.

One man immediately rushed to press the close button and kept pressing it in panic until the doors closed and the young girl was not able to get in.

As the lift continued to the next floor, the other man asked him why he did not let the girl get in.

He replied, “Did you see the wristband on her wrist? They only put those kinds of wristbands on the dead bodies at the morgue.”

The other man showed him his wrist. “You mean like this?”

He also has the wristband.

And that’s it for my Halloween post. Hope you enjoyed it!

 

My NaNoWriMo project…?

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So I got this tag from Smudged Thoughts, a blog that I discovered while checking out NaNoWriMo-related blogs (I wanted to to know how people were preparing for this thing, being a newbie). It’s actually quite quirky, I had a lot of fun reading it. The post basically introduces questions prompting some info about your NaNoWriMo project, which I think I should do for myself anyway. Aside from that, her project seems kind of cool, so it’s worth the read! Anyway, here’s for my own NaNoWriMo project…

PART ONE. . . Get to know me

What is your NaNoWriMo Username?

Sathepine

Are you a plotter, pantser, plantser, or planter?

I am a pantser at heart :) But I’m trying to be a plotter because I actually want to finish an actual novel this time ^_^; My imagination gets distracted by other ideas, pantsering won’t help me finish them! T_T

How many years have you done the NaNo?

Zero. I am a NaNoWriMo virgin. This will be my first time.

What is your NaNoWriMo Origin Story?

I finally decided I will go finish a book and have it published. I stumbled into Authortubers in YouTube to get some writing tips and such, and there was mention of NaNoWriMo. (I also learned the terms pantser, plotter, and Authortube, among other things.)

Do you have any writing “lucky charms”? 

My black fleece blanket which I use as a cape. #dontjudgeme

What is your absolute favorite NaNoWriMo memory?

Discovering NaNoWriMo.

How do you pronounce NaNoWriMo? 

Na-No-RYE-Mo because of Authortube — they pronounce it that way!

PART TWO. . . PREP

What’s the name of your NaNoWriMo Project?

“The Moonseeker’s Medallion” is my tentative title.

What is your project’s genre?

Fantasy

Introduce us to your cast!

Because the names are by no means final, here are just a bunch of descriptions #heregoesnothing

A sorcerer king who, disturbed by an oracle, tries to invade or outright destroy certain castles of certain kingdoms.

A secret society of fighters or the like who wants to stop him.

The monarchs of the kingdoms the sorcerer king is attacking.

A few captains and commanders of certain armies.

Prince and princesses – the story’s main point of view will come from them (but not in first-person).

A character who doesn’t quite know what she is (but I do!).

What is your novel’s theme?

The main theme is supposedly about the price you pay for power, but that’s on the villain’s side. Since I’m planning to write it strictly from the point of view of the protagonists, I am still struggling a bit on the theme… or rather, how to phrase this theme.

What are your novel’s main settings?

Settings will have to be castles and battlefields and various different kingdoms because this story is essentially about a war.

Are you using any plotting/story structures for your project, or are you just winging it like the beautiful pixie that you are?

I already have little bits and pieces of the story from my writing when I was younger and after so many years of not touching it, I’m picking it up again.

I am definitely plotting it first. The winging will be in the details and storytelling.

What are some ways you prepare for The NaNo?

I have just finished a rough outline of my story (yay me! #plottermode) and I’m planning to hone that outline a little bit more.

What’s in your writing toolkit? (pictures are encouraged!)

It’s not much: laptop, mouse, notebook, pen. I am also using Scrivener.

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PART THREE. . . Inspiration

What was the initial inspiration for your NaNoWriMo novel?

At first, back in high school, I wanted to write a story about gods, basically a mythology of sorts. That time, in school, we were introduced to World Literature which involved Greek Mythology, so I got inspired.

Then somehow I thought about what conflicts or events could arise from their view of the mortal realm.

Then somehow I ended up imagining a story about humans in the mortal realm in relation to the gods.

Then somehow I ended up imagining a flashback of a particular character’s history about a great war involving that character’s kingdom. So, here we are.

See, this is why pantsing is not ideal for me when I’m trying to complete a story. So I’m going the plotter route this time :D

What’s your NaNoWriMo Novel’s Word Aesthetic?

sorcery, magic, soldiers, spies, fighters, warriors, legends, oracles, fire, ice, earth, wind, metal, light, crystal, kingdoms, royalty, council, woods, castles, medallion, moon, and so on…

Share your Pinterest boards and music playlists!

I don’t have them for my story, and now I’m thinking about making some…

What’s your absolute best advice to new (and old!) NaNoers?

How do I fight off writer’s block? Should I put off Netflix, movies, reading books, YouTube, games, and other distractions in November? What if I decide to revise and or remove an entire chapter or segment from my story? Do I go to Write-Ins? Would I be more productive there, or less productive?

Oh sorry, did you say advice? I thought you meant questions :P #totalnewbie

(Additional note: I have eaten my 3 cookies and I send my regards to Fanny, the familial bunny over there at Smudged Thoughts)

I would like to tag my friend absolute0 because he is the only person I have spoken to about NaNoWriMo and I don’t know if he is even planning to join :P In case you haven’t noticed, I’m a little late to the party ^_^; (Forgive me for all these text emojis, I actually like using them for some reason…)

HERE IS THE CLEAN LIST

PART ONE. . . Get to know me

What is your NaNoWriMo Username?

Are you a plotter, pantser, plantser, or planter? (because you are actually a plant, but SHHHHHH. no one can know this.)

How many years have you done the NaNo? How many times have you won?

What is your NaNoWriMo Origin Story?

Do you have any writing “lucky charms”? (a stuffed dragon, a favorite pen, a paperclip that fills you with all of the inspiration???)

What is your absolute favorite NaNoWriMo memory?

How do you pronounce NaNoWriMo? (Na-No-RYE-Mo, or Na-No-REE-Mo?)

PART TWO. . . PREP

What’s the name of your NaNoWriMo Project?

What is your project’s genre?

Introduce us to your cast!

What is your novel’s theme?

What are your novel’s main settings?

Are you using any plotting/story structures for your project, or are you just winging it like the beautiful pixie that you are?

What are some ways you prepare for The NaNo? (mentally, physically, eating five bars of chocolate at once because #energy)

What’s in your writing toolkit? (pictures are encouraged!)

PART THREE. . . Inspiration

What was the initial inspiration for your NaNoWriMo novel?

What’s your NaNoWriMo Novel’s Word Aesthetic?

Share your Pinterest boards and music playlists!

What’s your absolute best advice to new (and old!) NaNoers?

 

 

And that is it for my blog post for today!

 

Blogging again, NaNoWriMo

bloggingI have just posted a recent poem “Trap” which is actually the first poem I have written for a very long time. It was written in September, but describes my emotions on certain things for the past three years up to the present. I’ve written a bunch of poems before, especially in my teenage and young adult years, but just recently set them all to private, except for one – “What Have You Done to the Angel?” (There is a reason for that, which maybe I will share some other time.)

I have decided to start blogging again, regularly. This is because I want to get back my creative writing juices, not just in poetry, but in prose as well. Blogging about my thoughts and opinions on certain things will allow me to express myself through writing again, and then I will be comfortable with getting back to writing poetry and prose.

And with that said, I have decided to join NaNoWriMo this year. This is my first time – I have never heard of NaNoWriMo before. It also means that I have to write 50,000 words in one month, starting November 1. Hmmm… Can I do really do it? This, plus, well, life?

For NaNoWriMo, I have decided to write a fantasy novel with the (tentative) title of “The Moonseeker’s Medallion”. The synopsis goes “With aid from a mysterious medallion, a sorcerer king invades the Elder Kingdoms to prevent a dreaded prophecy, while a secret society aims to stop him and restore balance.” Yeah. It needs a little work. Or a lot. I’ll try my best.

I will also post poetry from time to time, of course.

I will end this post with this quote that I love, which rings true for me.

“Imagination is the only weapon in the war against reality.”

– Lewis Carroll