Friend

Take a deep breath
And be brave
Sometimes it’s okay
To misbehave

I’m right here
Never far
Not afraid
Of who you are

Because i’ve glimpsed
Behind your slight
Veneer of bitterness
And I saw light

*from my tweet: https://twitter.com/sathepine/status/1118800015239942144
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Quarter Year Reading Wrap Up

Unfortunately this is a late post since we’re heading towards the middle of April now. But I want to talk about the books I’ve read so far and the current count is 9, which means I’m behind on my goal of 50 books for the year – but I do plan to catch up!

My TBR has changed as I added books I’ve received from the Indiecember Giveaway pack and prioritized them. I managed to read one book from my initial TBR, though, which had consisted of 5 books. I also read books that were not on my TBR out of curiosity… I guess I needed to discipline myself.

My current TBR will be a different post, but here are the books that I’ve read as of the end of March, a little synopsis on them, and my overall thoughts.

23635434The World of Ice and Fire by George R. R. Martin / Elio M. Garcia Jr. / Linda Antonsson. It took me a while to finish this book, but I managed to finish it before deciding on my TBR. This is a fictional history book on the rich lore of the “A Song of Ice and Fire” series told from the perspective of a maester. Like a real history book, some parts were boring, but I’d say 70% is quite interesting and in fact intriguing. This definitely makes me want to pick up Fire & Blood but I have a long list of books to read as of now, so it’s not really a priority. You don’t need to read this book to enjoy or understand the books in the main series but I feel that it will enhance the experience especially if the world-building of the “A Song of Ice and Fire” series interests you.

26308563Echo Volume I, II, & III by Kent Wayne. Only the first volume was in my TBR but I continued with the series out of curiosity. This series actually contains four books, but I found myself stuck in what seemed like an endless loop of training montage in the middle of the fourth book, so I put it on-hold for a while. This is a sci-fi dystopian series with fabulous world-building centered around Kishchan Atriya as he struggles through action-packed missions full of tech and mech and discovers himself through magic and mind-bending philosophy. Not fond of all the “Old Earth” references because they distract me from the story, but the action, world-building, and the main character himself definitely makes this a wonderful read. So far, anyway.

35034255Reflections by Briana Morgan. This is the first book I received from the Indiecember Giveaway. This is about a young insecure girl, with past trauma, who encounters and joins a tribe of shapeshifters who helps her acquire the same ability, as she struggles to solve the mystery of girls being murdered in the woods, as well as learn to love and be confident with herself. I wish that the fantasy elements in this story was used more, but overall it is a decent read.

42946515Theonite: Planet Adyn by M. L. Wang. This is the first book of a series, the second of which I plan to read in the future. The main character finds herself with special abilities that no one else seem to have and she learns to harness and hide them, until she discovers that the new kid in class seem to have abilities too and may not even belong on the same planet. I enjoyed this book, especially the main character Joan who is so endearing, and will definitely want to continue the journey with her.

40220795Throne of Glass by Sarah J. Maas. Was not in my TBR but picked it up out of curiosity. This follows an imprisoned young assassin who is given a chance to gain her freedom by competing in a tournament against other mercenary-type warriors, while finding herself in a romance with the prince, and trying to solve murders occurring in the palace. This book was a struggle to me because the main character was poorly written as an assassin, romance was bland, and the resolution of the mystery wasn’t particularly compelling. However, I did enjoy the main character as a teenager, as well as two other characters, and the glimpse of the magical lore intrigued me. Overall, it wasn’t a waste of time and I do plan to read the next book in the series someday as I do want to follow the characters as well as learn more about the lore.

41139191Reciprocity by Sean M. Locke. A very unique story set in a dark sci-fi world about a lesbian mafia goon who finds herself in the middle of a gang war as she helps a noblewoman retrieve a dangerous family weapon prototype off the streets, and falls for her in the process. The writing is slick and clever, the world-building is captivating, and the characters are cool and complex. Thoroughly enjoyed this book and very happy to know that the author himself confirmed that there will be a sequel because the two main characters of this story definitely deserves it.

44172434Swinging Sanity by N. F. Mirza. A poetry book where pain and darkness are beautifully expressed. From the title to the art to the words themselves, the book is an excellent package. My favorites are: “Clash of Extremes”, “Insomniac”, and “A Million Dead Stars”. This was also not part of my TBR but, once again, I picked it up out of curiosity. Totally worth it.

 

That’s it for now.

Thanks for reading!

My poetry book…

Today I received digital proofs of my poetry book that is currently in the process of being published. It is titled “What Have You Done to the Angel?” based on my poem of the same name. It contains a few poems and some artwork by “Rezeile”. I don’t know yet when it will be released officially, but I do have the cover art.

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There are two versions: one big colored book with black pages, and one normal-sized black-and-white book with normal pages. This is because they can’t do a normal-sized colored book, for some reason, so I decided to have two versions.

In the beginning I was kind of excited, but now I feel a bit nervous because most of these poems are personal, especially during the time that I wrote them. Poetry is one way I deal with things, sometimes personal things.

One of the poems I wrote was for someone that I admired. He didn’t feel the same way but I accepted that and admired him anyway. I felt he was mature and witty and he made people laugh. He was a friend. But later on, I became closer to him due to circumstances, and I got to know the real him. I discovered he was kind of an asshole. He was in fact immature, takes advantage of people, and is pretentious. And this is in addition to what he did about me. I was already involved with someone else at that time, who was a friend of his and who respected him, but he basically tried to mess it up behind his friend’s back, telling me I should be with him instead, among other ugly things. My relationship with that guy was already “messed up” to begin with, so whatever he did didn’t have any impact at all LOL. I basically tolerated his behavior because he’s been my friend for years, but I really lost respect for him. In any case, I was unsure whether to include the poem or not because it was from the point of view of someone who admired him. In the end, I decided to include it. It was part of my past as much as the other poems were.

Other funny things happened about the exact same poem. I had posted it online and also shared it with other poets in the office through a poetry mailing list. My ex-boyfriend read it online and thought it was about him and I couldn’t seem to convince him that it wasn’t. And that’s not all. Some of the other poets in the office thought it was about my boss. It was annoying and amusing at the same time. But in hindsight I figured there’s probably some detail in the poem that might have applied to both my ex and my boss.

A lot of other memories came back to me when I read my old poems again, mostly negative memories because they were depressing poems. I’m definitely grateful that my circumstances are different now. Also, maybe I should write happier poems too…

I’m not doing anything official for this poetry book yet. Once I have details, I will definitely do more for it.

 

The Guild

A pledge or two
Broken, like it’s nothing
Over and over
Again, like it’s nothing
Promised deals, unfulfilled
All to serve The Guild

Half-studied verses
Read, like it’s something
Half-hearted sketches
Drawn, like it’s something
Love’s excitement killed
All to serve The Guild

Crafting ceased
Only time for one thing
Plea dismissed
Only tend to one thing
Must strengthen the build
All to serve The Guild

I’ve Noticed

We used to joke around and laugh
Like we were such good friends
Talked about dumb things
And things that were intense
But I’ve noticed you have changed
When you kept avoiding my eyes
Should I have talked to you,
Or would that have been unwise?

You used to be quite frank
Used to communicate
I wonder, did I do
Something that you hate?
Because I’ve noticed you have changed
We don’t talk anymore
Should I have talked to you,
Or have you closed the door?

Weren’t we good friends?
At what point did that end?
I’ve been dealing with so much
Couldn’t see beyond the bend
Didn’t notice you have changed
Until somebody asked
I could have talked to you
But it was too much a task

You’re such a nice person
It must have been my mistake
But I can’t be chasing friendships
When I’m drowning in my lake
I’ve noticed you have changed
But I don’t blame you for a bit
You could have talked to me
But maybe I wasn’t worth it

 

Straws and Turtles

img_6396Among the gifts that I received for Christmas was a thin metal straw from my sister Mai and her boyfriend Quint who both love animals. On the tag it said “save the turtles!”

img_6474Plastic has been such a huge problem in the world and for quite some time now, there’s been a movement to reduce on plastic – especially single-use plastic, such as straws. So having metal straws really help especially if you drink beverages a lot in restaurants. You can carry it with you and it’s reusable. However, be sure to carry some wipes for it too or wash it before and after (restaurants typically have rest rooms with sinks), and of course tell the server beforehand that you will not be needing a straw for your drink (if it typically comes with one).

img_6462Another option is bamboo straws. I got one from a pearl shake kiosk named Zagu in the Philippines. I was pleasantly surprised to find that they sell bamboo straws, both a thin one and a bigger one to drink the pearls with. (Pearl shakes are like shakes that comes in different flavors but with “pearls” in them – little sago balls like in bubble tea.) I purchased the bigger one since I already have the thinner metal one.

So why “save the turtles”? Turtles eat jellyfishes and can easily mistake plastic for jellyfish, which of course is toxic. Turtles die because of this. It’s horrible. There’s cringe-worthy footage of scientists trying to pull out a straw stuck in an olive ridley sea turtle in Costa Rica. Ugh.

Thanks to Quint and my beloved sister Mai for the thoughtful gift :)

So anyway I posted about the straws with the hashtag #savetheturtles on my social media and discovered some online shops, if you are interested to get some for yourself (note that I am not sponsored):

And here’s an online accessory shop that donates 10% of profit to turtles:

In relation to this, the day after Christmas Day, we went to Apo Island – a small island located off the southeastern tip of Negros Island, which is a big island in the Visayas Region in the Philippines.

Okay, we didn’t actually go to the island itself, but we went snorkelling around the island where we were able to meet… turtles! They may be slow on land, but they’re very graceful in the water. I came close to some of them but didn’t touch any of them because the guide had told us not to touch them, so I was well-behaved.

I would like to point out though, that I encountered several small jellyfishes as well – I hate jellyfishes, they make me itchy, though according to my 8-year-old nephew, these were relatively harmless. I guess the turtles weren’t too hungry at that time of day.

Here are some still photos (that I took from some of our GoPro videos) of them:

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Here’s a video of my nephew trying to swim after a turtle and me telling him (if you can understand it through the snorkel) not to touch the turtles:

 

Here’s a video of Mai and Quint exploring the coral area down below and a sighting of a turtle off to the side:

 

I am so envious of Mai and Quint for being able to free dive so deep like that. Here’s a video of me trying to dive down and then just giving up:

*I wasn’t using flippers that time, but I tried with flippers too and still didn’t work =/

Thanks to my fiancé Elias for holding the GoPro almost the entire time.

Do you have a metal or bamboo (or paper) straw? Are you planning to get some for yourself? Have you been snorkelling around with turtles (and jellyfishes)? Let me know in the comments below.

2019 Goals and Indiecember Final Board (I won a prize pack!)

Internet was kind of spotty where I was so I put off blogging until I’m back from the Philippines.

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I’m happy to report I’ve completed flush style for my Indiecember board which ultimately looked like this:

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I also wrote about Indiecember in the following posts:

Here are my Amazon reviews for the last few books since my last update:

Sorted: Freedom Through Structure by Gillian Perkins

img_6375This book feels like 40% instruction and 60% encouragement. That 60% is working because I am very encouraged to apply the principles laid out in this book when my vacation ends. Although both my fiance and I are slightly organized and our place is not that messy to begin with – and we try not to have too many stuff at home as well because we move to a different apartment every two years – I still feel that there’s still a lot of clutter and a complete lack of routine. A routine is something I feel I personally need, especially in the near future, since I plan on doing a personal project in addition to… well, adulting. I think that this book will provide a great guide to achieve a doable routine. I can even start by using the author’s examples and tweaking it to fulfill my needs. I’ve been eyeing this book for some time now, and I’m glad I finally got it. And for sure, this won’t be the last time I’ll be reading this.

So To Honor Him: the Magi and the Drummer by Laura VanArendonk Baugh

img_6398The Little Drummer Boy has always been a song to me – my favorite Christmas song actually – and I never came across a telling of it as a story. So to take notice of this as a historical fiction type novella intrigued me, especially during the Christmas season. (I’ve long since become an atheist, but I respect and appreciate Christmas, be it fact or fiction. It’s a wonderful holiday to spend with family!) I enjoyed reading and learning through the slave drummer Arash’s perspective, and it was eye-opening to discover what it would have been like during that time period. Both Arash and Saman are likeable characters and I would have liked to continue following them beyond the events of this story. Overall, this is a charming retelling of The Little Drummer Boy and I wish there was more to it.

Boracay Vows by Maida Malby

img_6447I haven’t been reading a lot of romance novels and I’m not really the target audience for this book, so I don’t know how it compares to other romances nowadays. The sexy parts were definitely spicy for sure but storywise it wasn’t as impressive as I’d hoped. However despite the plot feeling contrived and rushed, the male character quite bland, and the conflict kind of lackluster, it still was quite an enjoyable read especially with all the Filipino touches. I’m also Filipino, so I really appreciate that. It’s also a nice look into multicultural romance, and the relationship between these two individuals – despite their somewhat adult arrangement – was kind of sweet.

I was definitely more active in Instagram when it came to updating my Indiecember progress and the link to my Indiecember stories is here.

I’ve somewhat became a bookstagrammer in December (because I wanted to record my Indiecember progress) and now I think I may continue to post bookstagram photos. It’s just a little bit tricky with ebooks because the light reflects on my iPad and I have to get creative in getting good shots. I don’t also know if I can read as much books in one month as I did in December so I may not post as often as I did then. But if you’re interested, you can follow me on Instagram here.

Lastly, I won a prize pack! I got an email from Megan Tennant – the creator of the Indiecember Reading Challenge – saying, “Congratulations!!! You won a prize pack with multiple physical books, a $10 Amazon gift card, and some other assorted goodies!” Yay! She also announced the winners in this YouTube video. Some, if not all, of these books in the prize pack (I don’t know yet what the books will be) will definitely go into my 2019 reading goal of 50 books. It would also be nice to take photos of physical books for Instagram!

2019 Reading Goals

img_6512I definitely intend to read more books this year, especially fantasy books, because I am planning to write a fantasy novel myself. For the past two years or so, the books I’ve read and re-read are mostly the Witcher series and A Song of Ice and Fire series.

I also have five indie books in my December TBR that I was not able to read in December in favor of other indie books for my Indiecember board. So I’d like to finally read them this year, within January or the next two months if possible.

Lastly, I’ve been intending to complete The Inheritance Cycle by Christopher Paolini but I’ve put that on hold for Indiecember. I got all the four books in one compiled volume in my Kindle app but I’ve read the first three a long time ago. I am thinking of rereading the whole entire thing.

My Goodreads Reading Challenge Goal for 2019 is 50 books. I feel optimistic about it and I think I can accomplish it. Wish me luck!

In summary:

  • Read 50 Books in 2019 (some of them can be from the prize pack)
  • Finish The Inheritance Cycle
  • Read the 5 indie books in my December TBR, namely: Eve: The Awakening by Jenna Moreci, It’s Killing Jerry by Sharn Hutton, The Confectioner’s Guild by Claire Luana, Echo: Approaching Shatter by Kent Wayne, and The Lone and Level Sands by Emerson Grey.
  • Read at least 12 Fantasy Books (where a series would count as one)

2019 Writing Goals

img_6198First of all, I definitely want to participate in NaNoWriMo again this year as well as Camp NaNoWriMo.

Secondly, I want to continue writing poetry so I’m setting a goal of 12 Poems for this year – in theory, one for each month. I could end up doing much more, but I think one per month is a good goal to set.

Lastly, I want to complete a first draft of my fantasy story which now has around 50K words thanks to NaNoWriMo 2018. The story is not finished yet (far from it!) and I estimate around 120K words, which means I’m lacking 70K. I don’t think I’ll wait for NaNoWriMo to do the 70K but we’ll see where life takes me in 2019 hahaha! My goal right now is basically just have the experience of finishing a first draft of a story, regardless of whether the story ultimately ends up getting published or not.

I don’t have any goals for blogging right now but I may think about it and set up some goals in the near future.

Thanks for reading and have a great year, everyone! Happy New Year!

Indiecember Update

This update is a bit delayed considering I’ve accomplished my initial Indiecember plan, and then some! Before I begin, these are my past Indiecember posts:

I’m happy to report that I have completed the middle row of Indiecember with Aletheia by Megan Tennant and Nocturnal by Wilder, thus accomplishing the traditional bingo style of playing. Upon completion, my board now looked like this:

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The O’s represent the boxes I am aiming for and must contain unique books. The X’s are the ones those five books also apply for. As you can see, there are only 7 squares left to fill the entire board to accomplish the flush style. So, why not?

In order to accomplish the 7 remaining squares I decided to come up with some kind of plan. The square are: [POC Author], [Novella], [10-20 Reviews], [Self-Help or Learning], [0-5 Reviews], [White on Cover], [40-60 Reviews].

My first action was to check my own library and see which indie books apply. Although I really wanted to read new books, I may not have enough time. I have already read The Elysian Prophecy by Vivien Reis but have not reviewed it yet, so I am including that one since it can cross out [White on Cover] and [40-60 Reviews].

The book I really wanted to read next was Firestone Key by Caroline Noe and I’ve actually started a bit on it, but wasn’t sure if it would cross out any of the remaining squares. I was happy to discover that it indeed crosses out [0-5 Reviews].

So right now, this is what my new Indiecember board looks like:

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Let me also list here the new reviews I have written, just to be consistent with my previous update:

Aletheia by Megan Tennant

IMG_6243The start of this book was quite slow for me. I was only half interested with what was going on and was easily distracted with other things. However, when I got into the meat of the story, I was completely swallowed whole. I really respect the guts of the author to give the main character a number – “736” – for a name. It actually contributed to my lack of interest in the beginning because I couldn’t remember it. Was it 736 or 763 or 793 or 765? And because it was written in first person perspective, the name is not stated as repeatedly as it would have been in third person. So, for someone like me, it’s a very forgettable name. But as it turns out, the character is not a forgettable character. She is only one of many compelling characters – some of which have numbers for names too – who have their own unique way of dealing with their circumstances. I would say that the best thing about this book are the character arcs and how they impacted 736’s psyche and mentality. Aside from the characters, I feel that the story and how it plays out is well-crafted, even though the writing may need some improvement in some areas. Don’t get me wrong, the writing is beautiful and has that poetic quality to it, but it can slow the pace down in certain scenes, such as in the beginning and in action scenes. But overall, the story took me on a ride where there are times I am overwhelmed with emotions, or just overwhelmed. The world-building plays a lot into this and I appreciate the way in which certain elements were not stated outright and are discovered by the reader as they become important, which is clever because it enhances the reading experience, sometimes with a punch. That, and of course, the elements of it that 736 discovers herself for the first time. The world-building itself feels much more realistic than other dystopian novels like Hunger Games (which I like despite the world-building) or Divergent (which I didn’t like because of the world-building) and it just seems like real effort is done to flesh out this book’s world-building and I really appreciate that. (Disclaimer: I haven’t really read a lot of dystopian books.) Overall, this is gritty and depressing in all the right ways, and because of that it has high entertainment value for me. This is definitely a book worth reading, and even worth rereading. It is by no means flawless, but for the quality of the story and my enjoyment in reading it, I feel it deserves 5 stars. I cannot wait for the next book!

Nocturnal by Wilder

IMG_6200This book is a wonderful creative package, full of beautiful, poignant, and inspiring poetry sprinkled with black and white pieces of art.

Note: For this book, I got both the physical book which is “the gift” and the ebook for my Kindle :) 

The Elysian Prophecy by Vivien Reis

IMG_6280I follow Vivien Reis’ YouTube channel and really like the way she presents her points, and I easily admired her. So when I found out she wrote a book, I immediately set out to buy it and read it. The cover was gorgeous too. Unfortunately, it did not live up to my expectations, especially in the beginning where I didn’t feel any connection between the two main characters Abi and Ben, who are supposed to be siblings. I realized later that it might have been intentional, as hinted in Abi’s observations of her friend Cora’s much warmer relationship with her brother Jesse. Speaking of Jesse, the romance was a bit flat for me. But, this is not a romance novel, it’s a fantasy novel. And the more I got into the story, the more the fantasy elements intrigued me. By the time it ended I was already eager to read the next one. So overall, this may not be the best start for a series, but I’m still willing to discover what else it has to offer in the future.

Firestone Key by Caroline Noe

IMG_6349What an exhilarating adventure through time travel! Action, tragedy, and love surrounding complex and charming characters make for an enjoyable read. This is such an inventive tale, expertly crafted with a bit of science and a lot of magic. It takes a while to get through to the language structure, but it eventually elevates the material by taking the reader to a different time and place. For quite a dark story, it has a cozy feel to it, full of characters you can’t help but love. I finished the story completely amazed and would really encourage everyone to pick it up and read it. ❤️

As of this writing, I have just finished Sorted: Freedom Through Structure by Gillian Perkins. However I have yet to review it (or post on Instagram). I usually include a nice photo with my Amazon reviews and I want to do the same with this. I will have to do that after my social obligation later today. That will cross out my [Self-Help or Learning] square.

For Novella, I managed to read The Architect of Elysia by Vivien Reis while waiting for a flight the other day. However, this novella does not have an Amazon page. I do plan to also read So To Honor Him by Laura VanArendonk Baugh because Little Drummer Boy is my favorite Christmas Song. I’m an atheist now, but I still appreciate Christmas or be it fact or fiction. Anyway, this book will cross out both [Novella] and [10-20 Reviews] boxes.

Lastly, I found a book which is set in the Philippines – which is where I am now – and written by a Filipino author – and I am also Filipino. So, why not? It’s a romance novel called Boracay Vows by Maida Malby which will cross out the [POC Author] square.

I think this plan is completely achievable to me as the remaining books are not that long anyway and I have the time to read them before December 2018 is over.

Wish me luck!

My 5 Thoughts on Aletheia

51ow2rBQekLAletheia by Megan Tennant is an excellent dystopian fiction that is gritty and depressing in all the right ways. Here are 5 things I want to talk about without giving away too much:

1 | 736

First of all, I respect the guts of the author for giving the main character a number for a name. It seems to me quite risky. I, myself, immediately forgot her name except that it started with a 7. Was it 736 or 763 or 793 or 765…? And because it was written in first person perspective, the name is not stated as repeatedly as it would have been in third person. It’s very easy to forget. And I didn’t know how to pronounce it either – is it seven three six, or seven thirty-six, or seven hundred and thirty-six, or…? This character is giving me problems just with her name and it definitely contributed to my lack of interest in the beginning of this book.

As it turned out, my overthinking of this character’s name is actually a good representation of her complexity. Her complexity starts from her appearance and continues on to her psychology. She goes through so much, physically and emotionally, and we get a showcase of her toughness and vulnerabilities.

2 | Story

Aside from the characters, I feel that the story and how it plays out is well-crafted, even though the writing may need some improvement in some areas. Don’t get me wrong, the writing is beautiful and has that poetic quality to it, but it can slow the pace down in certain scenes, such as in the beginning and in action scenes. But overall, the story took me on a ride where there are times I am overwhelmed with emotions, or just overwhelmed.

3 | World Building

The world-building itself feels much more realistic than other dystopian novels like Hunger Games (which I like despite the world-building) or Divergent (which I didn’t like because of the world-building) and it just seems like real effort is done to flesh out this book’s world-building and I really appreciate that. (Disclaimer: I haven’t really read a lot of dystopian books.)

4 | Characters

I’d rather not delve too much into this topic because it could involve spoilers. But I would say that the character arcs that are offered here, and how they impacted 736’s psyche and mentality, are the best thing about this book. 736 is just one of many compelling characters who have their own unique quirks and personalities and their own unique way of dealing with their circumstances. If I were to pick the top 5 characters that intrigued me the most, in no particular order, I would say they are Arson, Rose, Seth, 1633, and 736 herself (OK, it’s kind of like in alphabetical order). These are also the characters that made the most impact to me. Jason is also a decent character, but because he’s very much like the tortured artist type that I’ve seen many times before, I don’t find him as compelling as the others.

5 | Romance

Although Jason was not one of my favourite characters, I find the romance between them sweet. And for everything 736 is going through, she deserves a little sweetness in her life. So I’m definitely rooting for them.

OVERALL | 5 / 5 Stars

Disclaimer: This rating is based on my overall enjoyment of the material, whether it was time well-spent, whether it was worth the money, whether I would be likely to repeat it. It is not a measurement based on structure, technique, flaws and perfections. FYI.

Side Note: When I first picked up this book (digitally) it reminded me of two things. The title reminded me of my sister whose second name is “Althea” – very close to Aletheia. She was named after my aunt whose second name is also Althea. The second thing is pertaining to the iris flower, which is on the cover of the book. There is a quote that I love from the anime Rurouni Kenshin: Tsuioku Hen. It goes: “The scent of an iris is strongest during the rain, even if it is a rain of blood.”

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#INDIECEMBER

This book is part of my participation to the Indiecember Reading Challenge, where I wrote a blog about here.

This book crosses out the following squares (circle = bingo style, cross = flush style):

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I’ve actually already completed the middle row (yay!) so now, I’m aiming to cross the whole board! (I’ll post an indiecember update soon!)

Thank you for reading, and I hope you enjoyed this review.

Blog & Indiecember Update

It’s been over a month since I revived this blog so I added the usual blog pages that I’ve been missing, which are:

These pages are pretty straightforward. The Contact Me page contains a contact form, and I’ve written a few things about myself in the About Me page. If you feel like contacting me for some reason, or want to know a bit about me, you can check out these pages.

Indiecember

I wrote about Indiecember in my Indiecember Reading Challenge blog post, and I’m happy to report that I have read and reviewed three of the four books I mentioned. Here they are below with my Amazon reviews:

The Savior’s Champion by Jenna Moreci

IMG_5965I would highly recommend this book to adults who love action, twists, and steamy romance. It’s a thrilling roller-coaster ride full of intriguing characters, including a baddie you’d love to hate (Kaleo fan over here). Speaking of love and hate, I had a love-and-hate relationship with the main character Tobias almost the whole time, but still rooted for him all the way. (If only he’d be less whiny.) He is definitely a complex character, but his counterpart Leila is even more so. Leila is a capable but troubled heroine that I enjoyed reading every time she’s on the page. She is that character where the more you know about her, the more questions you end up having! The circumstances of Leila and Tobias’ coupledom plays on your emotions on top of the ride your emotions are getting from the twists and turns you encounter in the story. The fantasy elements are minimal but well-utilized, though I still wished there was more world-building. The amount of profanity can also be a bit distracting sometimes. Overall, I definitely enjoyed reading and rereading this book, and I’m eagerly awaiting the sequel.

* I had to delete and rewrite this review because I initially put it on the wrong version (paperback or hardcover) and so it didn’t have the “Verified Purchase” remark there. This was my first ever review on Amazon.

UnEnchanted by Chanda Hahn

IMG_5990I read this book with low expectations, knowing I’m not the type to care about a character who seems like the typical insecure teenager pining for the hot jock. But the fairy tale concept and the twist on it was intriguing to me, and it’s definitely not typical. So I read this book with the understanding that I’m not the target audience. I was pleasantly surprised and was not bored at all when reading this book. I actually cared for the main character and interested to read the next installment. Mina turned out to be a character that I wouldn’t mind following to her next journey, along with Jared, and the Grimoire. The villain is also something I didn’t quite expect and I’m curious what it has in store for Mina next. I love that the negative side of fairy tales are emphasized here, rather than the usual princess-gets-the-prince contemporary retellings. It is definitely more the Grimm’s Fairy Tales than the Disney ones. However, there were parts where I felt could have been done better. It’s not a perfect book, but it’s not a long one either, and great for pleasantly passing time. But if you love fairy tales retold in a contemporary setting, this book is definitely a must-read.

She’s Not Here by Mandi Lynn

IMG_6128I did not expect this book to be that of quiet suspense, especially from the cover. But I have been reading two eventful stories back to back and for me this was a welcome change of pace. In my ebook version, I found several misspellings and formatting issues, which I hope the paperback doesn’t have. I also realized, after reading the book, that I have no idea what the characters look like. Maybe I missed their descriptions or maybe it didn’t matter to me, but I managed to enjoy the book despite all of that. This story takes place almost entirely in a hospital and that already makes things uneasy. Add to that the tragic circumstances that surrounded Sam and her family, which pulls on the heartstrings. Sam’s interactions with Pup was quite cute and disturbing at the same time. I wish we’d had more background on Sam’s teenage life to get a bigger impact on what she had lost after what Willow did to her. I fully sensed Willow’s desperation but did not sympathize with her selfish goals until the end when I felt so bad for her. I completely sympathized with Randy, who was stuck in an impossible situation, except at the end where I felt he should have been less selfless. Overall, I respected this book and appreciated the message I felt the author was trying to convey. I’m glad I picked up this book.

I shared my thoughts on The Savior’s Champion in this post, but aside from the Amazon reviews, I’m not sure yet if I will be blogging about UnEnchanted and She’s Not Here. I feel like there’s not much to expound on what I wrote in my Amazon reviews for these books, but we’ll see.

So right now, my Indiecember board looks like this:

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I will be starting the fourth book tonight. I’ve also decided on the book that will be a gift. But I’ll leave that for my next update. So, that’s all for now :)

Tool

A tool to use when convenient
And discard when not
You don’t need to reward a tool
But you can let it rot

It doesn’t need your thank you’s
It will do its job
No need to bother whether
It cries or whines or sob

It doesn’t ask for sorry’s
And won’t require respect
It will do its job without
Its pride to protect

And if a tool is special
It is easy to abuse
And easy to forget that
It can break from overuse

And who would want to use
Such a broken piece
Can’t tolerate when you can
Count its flaws with ease

If you are going to be someone
Don’t be a fucking tool
You’ve trapped yourself and now
You’re just a broken fool

(Written some time ago when I was very frustrated and depressed at work.)